well people i am ready to give life is smacking me at every turn i got one side parents screaming for to just quit or you have to pay 2100 dollar for college your self or they scream at me saying you are a ungrateful piece of shit and threaten to throw me out which they tryed to do but thanks to my cusins didn't happen and the other side i got work my bosses saying oh we saw you come in 2mins late and threaten to fire me and last is school i got to much work the final 10pg thing i am dont think i can do it i have somemuch stuff to do other than that like the other final i am completly stressed out i cant think ,i cant sleep anymore i feel like i'm dying and thats really not a good feeling the only time i feel ok is when i am hanging with my girlfriend but still its to much for me
should i quit and just die?
or should i try to keep going and fail?
Week 7
15 years ago
2 comments:
Danny first off, being a quiter isnt a good look! I am a single mother, head of house hold and though my job is a little shitty I have to do what I have to do. Just like you I have the same finals and at work for my 24 kids I have to do assessments as if it were real report cards and the education specialist happens to be a English major or something like that and if it's even a period or comma in the wrong place....oh boy!
We cannot choose our family and I learned it's more than one side of a story have you ever thought to think "What am I doing wrong?" and if you can admit that then work on it, things would get better. Or you can take those words and have them eat it later when you graduate college. Work real hard and focus, we can all do it....life is how you make it dont give up cause thats what they want!!!!
I am sorry life is kicking you right now. Try to focus on something and get it done.
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