As it gets closer i feel stronger

I am getting stronger the full moon is getting closer and closer i feel it everyday more and more its amazing the power as soon as the full moon is here me and my cousins are out and also this wed. dec 3 is my year aniv. with my girlfriend michelle and i have to say it feels good to know i am in love and and to feel loved i have a idea what to get her but i'm not gonna say anything she reads these blogs at times so i am not giving it away oh yea the finals are almost done yay

dreadnought

Bless me with the
Leaf off of the tree
On it I see
The freedom reign

We are falling
The light is calling
Tears inside me
Calm me down

Midnight calling
Mist of resolving
Crown me, with the
Pure green leaf

Praise to my father
Blessed by the water
Black night, dark sky
The devil’s cry

Bless me with the
Leaf off of the tree
On it I see
The freedom reign

We are falling
The light is calling
Tears inside me
Calm me down

Midnight calling
Mist of resolving
Crown me, with the
Pure green leaf

Bless me with the
Leaf off of the tree
On it I see
The freedom reign

Praise to my father
Blessed by the water
Black night, dark sky
The devil’s cry!!!

for some reason if i am staring at the moon i hear it in my heart most time around midnight weird right but hey i'm a weird person, most times i hear this i am hanging with my couisn kenny on the roof from my place i got a really good view of the city damn i need to get started on my side project the" dreadnought" scythe oh crap i just realized i am about to be a year with my girlfriend michelle better start saving for wat i am gonna buy her

about to just quit your choice

well people i am ready to give life is smacking me at every turn i got one side parents screaming for to just quit or you have to pay 2100 dollar for college your self or they scream at me saying you are a ungrateful piece of shit and threaten to throw me out which they tryed to do but thanks to my cusins didn't happen and the other side i got work my bosses saying oh we saw you come in 2mins late and threaten to fire me and last is school i got to much work the final 10pg thing i am dont think i can do it i have somemuch stuff to do other than that like the other final i am completly stressed out i cant think ,i cant sleep anymore i feel like i'm dying and thats really not a good feeling the only time i feel ok is when i am hanging with my girlfriend but still its to much for me
should i quit and just die?
or should i try to keep going and fail?

damned taxis lol

well if some people didn't know about lets see about 9 days ago i got hit by a taxi on my bike i basically got destroyed and ended up hurt bad its kind of funny in a psychotic kind of way so yea taxi hit me on my leg bent my leg into me bike bending the bike in half and sending me flying toward the kurb and i hit the side of my head on it and bust my head open and i end up with 11 staples cool right so yea if anyone is wondering i am not sueing it was at night on the sidewalk with me wearing all black there is no case i made a police report tho other than a couple of staples a cut up leg that was not broken strangly enough and a knee with a small cut on it i am basically ok and also i got free cruches lol

the final projects robostyle pt1

well lets see oh yea i am doing my final on robotics in video games and there affect on the real world meaning how the goverment building mechs and such like how japan has a live working gundam and in alaska or somewhere cold some dude built a huge mobile suit with a working flamethrower so yea that what i got for now i need to get started on this thing fast

the game research paper update(i'm screwed)

well to start it up i have no idea what the hell i am gonna do for this lol yeah sucks right i had a idea but i can't get like 10 pages out of that its impossible maybe 5 but 10 i coudn't do 7 pages what makes doc.smith think i can do 10 i am basically screwed so i just need to focus and think of a better project subject and get maybe 6 pages out of it

The TRip to the video game places

well what can i say I HATE THE SUBWAY i got lost got there like 20minutes late and i couldn't find doc smith so instead i went to every location solo i checked everything out i bought some cards in neutral grounds and such then at like 12:50 i left and hung out with my girlfriend now i can look for trip to the museum